Sometimes I Wonder*

So sometimes imagine how different “history” would be if Jesus name was Jessica and if he was a she. Would she still be a savoir or re-branded as rebellious whore? Would we have 44 female presidents? What if Mary Magdalene was the daughter of a goddess and Jesus was just a friend who had a voice that was loud enough so others would listen because they wouldn’t listen to a woman. After he died for her she resurrected him in the promise of forever. I often look at the world and wonder why it is that those who hate and oppress feel like they have so much to lose. Why is it we teach women to inspire to be the lesser. We tell them to be nurses but not doctors. Administrative secretaries but not CEO’s even though they do most of the work. Often ask my female friends about their dreams in the hopes that the answer isn’t one expected. When I asked females about love I always hope its something more than sheath for man to park his genitals. “History” tries to tell us that women can’t be sexy and intelligent; that they have to choose between being smart and beautiful. That women came from man but all our lives we have seen people being birth differently. Sometimes I wonder who recorded history anyway…and then I remember. I hope in a future we all inspire to be something greater.

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#riprobinwilliams “I started doing comedy because that was the only stage that I could find. It was the pure idea of being on stage. That was the only thing that interested me, along with learning the craft and working, and just being in productions with people.” You will truly be missed. This is literally the saddest I have ever been when it came to the death of a celebrity. You invested so much in my childhood and you will never even know what joy you truly brought to the lives of millions. You will live on through your work though it will not be talented by your sudden passing. All that joy now carries a little sadness. I wish we knew the struggle you were facing inside. I wish we could have brought you the joy that you given so many. You gone but will never be forgotten. #restinpeace #sad #emotional

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@textgramofficial that’s how I am feeling about “friends” who can’t #text back or #answer the #phone or are just plain full of #shit. Like you #try to be #good to #motherfuckers but they get you going all #antisocial and shit because they’re fucking #frauds. Aye asshole if you got time to read it you got time to reply to the shit. When you no longer ever see my name on your shit and I treat you like a stranger on the street and take a piss on your sneaks remember this phone worked both ways.👍👌✌#11pmrant

Letters written in Balck

There is self perpetuating cruse in the black (African-american community) Where our boys grow up to identify with the enigma of the stereotypes and lack of imagination that they could be more than what they feel society has limited them to be. Where more of our black boys dream of being rappers and athletes than businessmen and engineers. Where they grow up in broken homes and in turn create more broken homes often never striving to be more than what their absent fathers were. On some level we can blame society and how often criminal justice system is stacked against us as a people, but that doesn’t go without a choice to first commit the crime to stack the odds even mores so out your favor. We grow up in bad neighborhoods often believing we have to become the monster to survive in them. When often it is just monsters killing monsters with the genocide of innocence caught up in the wake of it all. You don’t have to be a product of your environment when you have the option of changing the environment. You don’t have to play by the rules of a game which is built to either have you locked up or killed. We as a community sit around and complain about how others have it better yet some how we never manage to anything to better our situations. Fast money and fast lives often end in cages and shallow graves with the idea of who you could have been drifting away in the fond memories of your loved ones. You will not be the next Lebron James nor the Next Jay-Z you will not be the King Pin of the drug game. Pushing weight will only end by yours being shared by six men. Break the curse and be more than what you’re “supposed” to be. Change the game so that in the future the little black boys have an idea of what its means to be Black Men because right now the definition it really doesn’t look so great.

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